I called my mother last night during the Indians-Red Sox play-off game (Go Tribe!) to talk about the Heir and she informed me that she is sending me some family mementos.
One is my great-grandfather Abraham's pocket watch, which had belonged to my grandfather and now my grandmother has. Apparently she said she wanted me to have it now.
The other are some dreidels from my Aunt Ellen's collection. Ellen, who was my favorite aunt, died last spring after a prolonged illness. Apparently the family split them up and all the grandkids are getting a few.
I am having all sorts of mixed feelings about all of this. I've been coping with my aunt's death largely by ignoring it as much as possible. I suppose having some physical reminders of her around the apartment will make finally have to deal with it emotionally.
But getting the pocket watch is really getting to me emotionally. I never knew my great-grandfather. He died before I was born and I'm named after him. And while I have always loved pocket watches and have owned several over the years and would love to have this one, I can't shake the feeling that Grandma is starting to split up her stuff ahead of dying.
Now she's 98 years old and it is perfectly logical for her to have death on her mind and making preparations for it. I just don't think I'm ready to do deal with her mortality. I always react poorly to the death of close relatives and I don't want to think about Grandma dying until it actually happens. This may not be the most mature thing but I'm sufficiently self-aware to know it is true.
Friday, October 7, 2016
Wednesday, October 5, 2016
NOTE: We had a low turnout at gaming last night so there was less bantering off each other than usual.
“Stop interfering with my alien sex fantasy.” --Me
“What does mean to be a cavalier?” --Stephen
“You're from Cleveland and very tall.” --Me
“The door of the tavern opens. You notice it is raining and standing in the door is a knight.” --Eric
“It's a dark and stormy knight!” --Me
“Hey guys, I think there's something behind this door. The GM rolled his dice.” --Stephen
“You get there simultaneously but I'm going to let Ashley go first because she's a girl.” --Eric
“The power of boobs compels you!” --Me
“You roll to clit.” --Eric
[Referring to a broken Oreo]
“It's needs a health spell.” --Me
“Oreos are already magic.” --Stephen
[To Ashley’s wounded character]
“Don't worry, I have pain drugs.” --Candice“Yes, she pulls out a hammer and on the side is engraved ‘Pain Drugs’.” --Eric